i've been thinking alot lately
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to say
i'll just wait, see & let it be
but whatever it is, i love you
* sighs

i work 9-5 at pizzahut today

work is manageable, tak busy la sayang

after work, get changed and walk around at vivo

with dayah bcos of her i bought a black bottom at Fox

shittos aku need to save my money for bangkok trip

and yet i still spend money like no other business, sial!

people, please dont ajak aku go shopping or mention the work shopping

please eh last warning, i really need to save money!

upcoming payday on the 7th from phut

i have to tolak the money to mama for safe keep, seriously shit

anyway after vivo, i and dayah proceed to cc for our dikir training

we naik bus 188, guess what, dayah penat nak tdo, &bad me

aku asyik kacau dia and berbual non stop hits, kesian kau :D

while training, kak rab craving for pizzas, so i call up bf to mintak curi 1 large pizza

and yes we get it for freeeeeee! 1 large pan seafood and bbq chic, 10pc drumlets, 1 bottle pepsi

yeahness, we sembunyik form keris and we balqis happily makan di luar cc, HAHA :D

i called up bf and we say thankyou abang bali :D

okay back to training, dak duk dak duk

time to go home :D

anyway today i sleep at my bestfriend house, GJA

but instead of being with me

she play her stupid laptop, chat on the phone and ignore me

CB her, luckily i love her :D

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

four days i didnt update my blog
cos im busy working in the morning
and dikir training in the night
im totally shagged :(





anyway today is my papa's big day!
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST PAPA :D
may allah bless you sampai panjang umur
may happiness always with you
but whatever it is, your lovely daughter loves you, always!


in the afternoon, i and mummy go to Jurong Point
while waiting for papa to fetch us, we shopping baby!
i buy 2 tops from Fox for myself, mummy bayar kan :D
& she also buy 2 tops at Newyork boutique, huhu
skip skip skip
papa da sampai, we drive to fetch nenek datok
mummy treat us makan at Newton cos its papa's bdae
omg! the food is delicious yaw!
kailan, sambal sotong, gonggong, butter prawns, lemon chicken, lala



im so damn bloody full, haiz aku asyik makan je, mana tak boncet
& we eat samapi habis, hungry monster

after makan session, send grandparents home, papa send me to cc
i go for my dikir training, HAHA sempat aku datang for training
training as usual, Great!
after training, i go home, BEDEK! (inside jokes)





okay la gang
i'll update more after piala kgms, 5th april
takecare joy :D

its gonna be a long post about last week

but i wanna keep it short and sweet, promise

HAHAHA, pardon me if i didnt blog for a long time

anyway my room is neat and clean, me like it :D

okay, back to last weeek on Thursday

am working at pizzahut, 6-10 and bf came to pick me up

as that was the last day i'll be meeting him

cos he will be going to Genting Trip with School

3 days 2 nights je, but prolly im gonna miss him

im sure he gonna have hella funnnn :D

and guess what, he brought along mamat's digicam

omg he camwhore at Genting, i dont believe siakkkk

anyway he is back, of course, its monday la deh! &he bought me something

yet he havent give him, i ask him to hint me about the thing

but he kept quiet and tell me to be patience, wth

Friday

i didnt work, yessaaaaa

i bangun lambat cos its raining and cold la

yang paling aku suka is im sleeping in an aircon room

so i sleep like a pig and wake up at 3+pm

i kill my time by playing laptop, watch dvd until mama back for dinner

well anyway i have dikir training at 7pm

but i take my own sweet time to siap siap

go out at 7.30 pm dari rumah mama and cab down to lot1

meet gf dayah at lot1, we shop around first cos i know they wont start early

i bought myself maybeline mineral blusher at watson, yeahness

went into cotton on but nothing caught my eyes

i found my hair serum and face moiseturiser at bodyshop, gonna get it soon :D

skip skip skip walk to blk 341 rc for dikir, imissmygirls :)

anyway we didnt have training cos lyric lum siap

keris have their training only but anyway

so we girls step jadi paluan ah, aku asal boleh main tambourine and maracas, HAHA

dikir ended at 11, dayah and i proceed to lot1 meet bf angah!

hell yeah, we eat at macdonalds :D i treat them, aku kan suka belanja orang

i had my mcspicy burger add two cheese, yummylicious baby!

after eating we sit at outside lot1, our usual place have our conversation and snapshot

about 1 or 2 plus we go home, i send them to bpp there then i fetch mummy at hillview

and back to my home sweet home, i miss my bedroom!

its been one week i didnt go home cos i stay at mama house :D

Saturday

I have alooooooottttt of fun and aku enjoy!

supposed to have dikir training for balqis but end up

we eat play eat play camwhore :D

play jenga, &twister was the best

well for keris, they have their training, ball games and twister

funny seh, aku ketawa jeee

okay let the pictures do the talking :D

you see, we have fun kan? HAHA

after training i go home straight

papa gja send me home, thankyou uncle :D

when i reach home its empty

papa mummy not home yet

so i wash up, play laptop & try to sleep

&my mind, i have alot of thinking when i was alone in the room

like im so lonely and boring dont know what to do

and boyfriend is in genting, haiz

BUT IM STILL OKAY! :)

gja sayang, dont worry about me

im fine thankyou

i'll takecare of myself and definetely i'll be happy always

no matter what your gf is strong okay!

all i need is you by my side supporting trust love care me

i love you sweetheart G :D

Sunday

ada jemputan di bedok

fetch grandparents and drive off to bedok

the wedding cool la, its a combined wedding

so the right side of the hall is the boy's and the right side is the girl's place

&i belongs to the boy's side

anyway it was great to meet up the cousins, aunties uncles, neneks datoks

after makan, chit chat, karaoke-ing, snapshots

we all proceed to nenek oya house at marine parade, dia sakit so we visit her

the house is small yet we all squished in

and the environment is noisy but fun!

cos my aunties, cousins very kecoh sehhh, macam hari raya oi

cos we wearing baju kurong la kan

skip skip skip send grandparents home

parents and i reached home at almost 7pm

i wash up and tertdo after maghrib, macam ngantok la

terbangun at 10 pm, mummy not home, she go her friend house

papa masak fish asam pedas, omg i hate fish but i still eat it cos am hungry!

papa pun go out jugak meet his friends

so again im alone at home, boring

so i decided to clean up my oh messy room

& i wanna go IKEA to get stuffs for my bedroom

after cleaning up, i had a quick bath and rest tengok dvds until i tertdo

and yes today is Monday!

am working at Clique 3-9.30

ate chicken katsu don for my late lunch, yummy

as usual what a boring day at work, monday blues

skip skip skip wanna know something

guess what, i went up to mama office to get something

i so wanna go peepee so she bring me to cathay residence toilet

jeng jeng jeng mama didnt warn me about the toilet door

SO I WAS STUCK IN THE TOILET FOR 20 FREAKING MINUTES

panic sial aku so i msg her that im stuck in the toilet

here she come to rescue me with 2 uncles, 1 cleaner auntie and 2 other lady staffs

actually this toilet kan, sudah ada ramai orang pernah kena stuck

yet im another one today, mama never give me any warning

thanks eh mama, but in the end i get to go out of that stupid toilet

alhamdulilah, i tot i'll stuck there forever seh, omg!

at night i was being excused about 5 min earlier, stakat 5 min jeeee, HAHA

cos i and bf catching a movie at 9.35 pm, Coming Soon, The Cathay

this time we didnt buy popcorns and jumbo hotdog, bf taknak makan

so we buy large ice lemon tea :D

anyway the movie i rate 3.5/5 popcorn stars

the sound effect was scary and i dont like the terkejot part, buat aku pekik je

but the ending me dont like, macam merepek uh

after movie, bf ride me home

he go my house to chill for awhile, went back at 1 plus am

and now im blogging this long post of mine

okay la tanganku da sakit, nak stop typing

its 4.27 am, i must sleeppppppppp

till here then, goodnight people!

:D

sorry i didnt update dued to my laziness and busyness, hehe

but will update a proper post soon

okay till here, i wanna clean up my messy room, AGAIN

i love my girlish pinkish yet messy room :D

am working 12 to closing at pizzahut

lunch quite busy, dinner pun busy

apa nak jadi, manpower makin sikit seh

but still can manage, had my break with Jovelyn and Suria

ate Pep's and Spice and Currychic CTP pizza with chilli flakes and chilli sauce base

share makanan with Jovelyn

i bring along my laptop to work so i can use it and play to kill my time, HAHA

at night busy babe and i do closing bar and soup station

with the help of love, he come after his work

and send me home, sweet kan :D

anyway kaki ku sakit and backbone sakit for a week, argh

TODAY SYIRA VERY PENAT FULLSTOP :(

i need a break, i need kitkat :D

my cousin was supposed to wake me up at 10am
but end up she sleep like a pig, i wake up myself at 11am
i rush myself to siap siap and eat breakfast before going to work
meet up girlfriend Dayah at 11.30 but both late la
reach work about 5 minutes late, aww as usual
today i dont know what happened, suddenly damn busy lor
anyway i love busy period, gerek tau and challenging
but may be fcuk up sometimes, HAHA :D
Marcus give us apple to eat, an apple a day keeps the doctor away *winks
i end work at 5pm but Julia let me off at 4.30pm
so i spend the half an hour waiting love by going to VivoCity
head to Fox with Dayah and Hilman
atlast i bought a jeans for myself but end up i have 2 jeans
i know, dayah know, hilman know, you dont know, HAHAHA i'll skip here
love da sampai, we ride home to mama house
i was damn fickle minded la, i dont know nak go to dikir training or not
but i did not, love and i ride to Newton and have our dinner

nasi, sotong, ikan pari, kailan and i was damn full la eventhough we order three dishes only
after makan we ride to fullerton there, sit chit chat take pictures
almost 11 we chao and buy gardeniabread at under the block for mama
chill at home watch dance show and ninja warriors with love
we laugh la the ninja warriors damn funny when they fall and do mistakes
skip skip skip wanna strikes 1 am, love ride home safely
now my leg numb seh, okay i wanna watch Heroes with cousin
SELAMAT MALAM, MIMPI YANG TERINDAH

i love you bf :)

what do you expect at the start of the week

monday blues, am working at clique 12-9.30

argh work work work, end up money all gone

because of shopping, vainpot seh, HAHA :D

work was boring la but its okay la

2pm had my lunch, chiccurry katsu don and chawamushi

omg! yummylicious, yeah i love japanese food :D

i eat ben and jerry ice cream, its heaven! i love phish food

i never eat my dinner but i walk to Plaza Singapura to buy them dinner

because i wanna buy my crocs buttons badly, its jidbits actually

skip skip skip love finish work at 9pm, he terus datang to Cathay meet me

we watching movie, Push, 9.45 pm at The Cathay

luckily he didnt late if not aku da bising, HAHA

this time we didnt buy popcorns, he taknak uh

so i grab my jumbo hotdog and lemon tea, yeah yeah

the movie was great, i rate 4.5/5 popcorns stars but the ending abit merepek

but cool la if you have those powers, i wanna be the Watcher so i can see the future

OR the i-dont-know-what-it-call as but i can change people mind, something like that la

okay whatever la, love send me back home to mama house

i wash up and here i am updating my blog

i'll stop here, i wanna watch show, GOODNIGHT :D

hey its sunday people

papa give the green light to pinjam me his car

yesssaa bf drive, i meet him at under my block
we fetch gja at her house and go to kak ani wedding at sengkang

bf dont know how to go and he didnt bring his street directory, HAHA

but we manage to find the place :D

HAPPY WEDDING TO KAK ANI AND ABANG FAIZAL!

okay i'll stop the talking

and let the pictures do the the talking, HAHA

BTW i have more pictures taken but with GJA sayang

G I NEED THE PICTURES, SEND ME ASAP :D

after the wedding, bf and gja chill at my house

gja go off, meeting abang hamdan at 8 plus at night
bf accompany me until parents back home

that's all for today

tomorrow im working, argh

saturday was great! :D

was totally unplan but turn up to be fun

first stop to fish and co at Heeren with justin and mama for lunch

we catch a movie Tales of Desperaux at 3.15 pm, Cineleisure

after the movie we shop at Centerpoint

i didnt get anything for myself as im broke, upset laaaa

mama bought two tops for herself and justin busy playing his psp

skip skip skip they balik, i meet up boyfriend Angah!

he watch movie too, Push, 4.20 at Lido with his friend

i call up girlfriend Dayah to join us, she was late but nevermind

and yes i meet a new friend today, his name is Hendra :D

i meet them at Centerpoint and chill at starbucks talk crap

yaaaaa i was damn loud la and talk je

sekali afiq come aje terus aku senyap, omg!

whatever i'll skip this part, i dayah angah and hendra walk to Heeren

as dayah nak pergi Fourskin and meet her sayang Zul and we walk around

went into flash and splash, oh my i want that volcom bag

but again, i repeat, im broke! HAHA

we walk to plaza singapura, i want to buy my crocs button la

then upset kedai tutup, we datang lambat uh

so we meet up eena and do some talking and camwhoring

yeah i saw Faziz tetapi dia malu malu kucing, huhu

so after that dayah angah hendra accompany me to mama house

to get my laptop, charger and make ups as im going home tonight

we train down to clarke quay nak makan sekali change plan

we take night rider and go to bukit panjang plaza to eat at MAC

thankyou abang hendra for the macdonalds treat :D

we talk laugh take pictures and makan at mac

hey i terserempak with aniq, he buying food for his family

i didnt know that dayah kenal him too

so we chat for awhile, da lama la tak jumpa

hmmm i miss kak zara la, that sweet looking girl! :D

skip skip skip papa mummy fetch me and i send dayah to greenridge

here i am back to my house, sudah 1 week tak balik oi

okay i miss my bed i wanna sleep, goodnight!

YO YO YO gorgeous people! :D

wanna update about 1 and a half hour ago, HAHA

anyway am working at Clique 12-9.30 today

in the afternoon was damn boring la seh

but just now at 6pm, dayah sayang meet me!

i take 1 hour excuse for break but end up i go for 1 and a half hour,baik pah

yessssaaa we go plaza singapura walk walk

& i eye-ing for a jeans, yeah found one at Fox

but i've to wait for my payday lor, upsettt

skip skip skip i buy KFC dinner for the two boys,V2 and nicky

and i grab a sandwich and cookies for myself at Subway, yummy!

head back to the cathay and find a spot to chill and take pictures!

alamak get a phone call from nicky boy ask to faster come back

yeahh here i am back, in this oh so boring shop but gaji baik and relax, HAHA

okay la i'll update again when im back home

im meeting love later, yahoooooo :D

hello its me again, IM BACK!

i watch Race To Witch Mountain with love at 11.30pm, The Cathay

anyway V2 and friend watching that movie tooo same time same place different seats, bahhh

so while waiting for the movie to start, we sit at level 2 and play laptop

skip skip skip buy popcorns, ice lemon tea, a set combo comes with hot dog

its 9.80$ but we only pay 7$, cos the counter boy, is love friend, HAHA thankyou babe!

i bought sweet corns toooo, thats my favourite :D

im so happy that i get to eat hotdog bread, bukan kedai bakery nya hotdog bread okay :X

the movie Race To Witch Mountain, i rate 4.5/5 popcorn stars!

is nice and the ending was abit sad la for me

after movie went to get our ride and he send me home, btw i bump into kiot :D

reach home, i thought cousin go for jogging as she mention that she's going at 12.30 am

sekali aku balik masuk bilik dia, dia tengah tdo, apada

anyway i just had a nice bath and wanna sleep soon *yawns

tomm is 14th of the month again, so

HAPPY 19TH MONTHSARY LOVE! :D

so yesterday, am working 12-8 pizzahut

but as usual i have to extend until closing

i give face to Zul manager and i pity him

THATS WHY, anyway work was great :D

and i have three hours break tau

luckily laptop was there to accompany me

and here i go again, playing pets society, HAHA!

skip skip skip back to work,tak busy la

and closing manageable, now closing limit to 4 people only seh

they betul nya cut staff hours, whatever laaa

anyway Zul ask to accompany him until balik

then i say okay la cos bf sending me home

you know why zul ask me to wait cos he is afraid of something,thats hantu

kiwak penakot nya dia, HAHA

bf da sampai, we chit chat for awhile & home sweet home

i bath and swtich on my laptop

am loving facebook now, nomore friendster

add me up people and play pet society

anyway i watch army daze tau tetapi half way je

and HUHU, i slept at 7am, wanna know why

i dont want to tell, BLUEK

okay thats all

as for today i wake up at 4pm

late kannnnnnn, i know

i play laptop, gosok my phut uniform and watch tv

clock strikes at 5pm i get ready for work

i work 6-10 today uh

and yeah same people working as yesterday

AGAIN, it was not busy

sap sup sap during closing time

dayah came! okay i miss her

we eat mcspicy burger add two cheese! yummyyyyyyyy :D

i belanje her burger and belanje umairah and zul mcflurry

BTW i order burger la then nak add two cheese

i said to that guy, the pizza add two cheese then i repeat again,LOUDLY

then he laugh he said i just mention pizza instead of burger, then sebelah ada orang ketawakan

paiseh paiseh aku da lah pakai baju phut, okay whatever

bf didnt send me today, so i naik train home with dayah and hilman

so now here i am infront of my laptop updating this blog of mine

okay la nak tdo, tomm kerja, shittossss :D

GOODNIGHT!

FYI my backbone pain from last week seh, upsettttt

I MISS THIS SWEETHEART OF MINE!

okay G i love you no matter what

i read you blog, the post about me

am touched honey

meet up soon!

asyik webcam je,HAHAHA

i sayang you! :D

as promised to post about my birthday!
HERE YOU GO!

Place : Pasir Ris Costa Sands Chalet
Date : 20 February - 22 February
Event : Syira 18th Birthday Party

btw its a long story but i gonna keep it short sweet and simple one
i had a blast on my 18th birthday party
expected people came but some of them didnt turn up dued to some reason
but i was totally cool with it and glad
its the thought that counts and a birthday wish will do
THANK YOU VERY NICE FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO
TURN UP FOR THE PARTY, BIRTHDAY WISH AND PRESENTS
im totally 100 percent appreciates it
and not to forget bf gja abu fyna yat mamat angah abghaiqal to help me throughout the party
i sayang you people laaaaaaa HUGS :D

AND yeah not to forget i wanna thanks my lovely mummy and papa too

for the chalet, foods and everything,i love my parents!

once again thankyou everyone for making it happening and a memorable birthday!

im loving it! :P

here's are the pictures to tell you the rest of the story!

&this people really makes my day with those laughters and jokes

always look on the bright side of life~

anyway im sure the photos tell the story,RIGHT?HAHAHA :D

IM A HAPPY KID!